Vibey

"It's so bemusing
Will they cancel the parade?
We marched each October
Now they say we were never even saved
We must be very brave

Shall i rewrite or revise
My October symphony?
Or as an indication
Change the dedication
From revolution to revelation?"

- "My October Symphony" by Pet Shop Boys, Behaviour

Have you ever woken up and knew deep down in your gut that you were about to have a really, really bad day ? I having that feeling right now as I write from work.

Still internetless at home. Have lodged another report. Tonight I'm going to reformat my entire PC, see whether that helps.

Anyway, back to that undescribable dread that I'm feeling. Each day begins with some kind of vibe doesn't it ? It does for me. I feel a vibe and I get a feel for what a day would be like. Usually, the vibe is there constantly throughout the day. There are times though, when a day began with a bad vibe and ended really well. Maybe today will be such a day ? God, I hope so.

I'm tired. My energy level is low. I feel like pulling the sheets over my head and curling like a boiled tiger prawn. This is probably because of the stuff going on at work. We're being audited and I had to accelerate the progress of some of my projects. Of course that means deadlines. Did I mention before that I hate deadlines ? And that I'm no good under pressure ?

It's not all bad though. It's October 1st. It's the beginning of my favourite three months. I love the end of the year ! Days have vibes and so do months. And the last three months of the year carry with it a certain vibe too. A good, bluesy vibe. It's hard to describe. Makes me envy some of my blogger compatriots who can verbalise virtually anything and make it sound like poetry. *Sigh* the drawbacks of being a Science stream student. I usually feel more melancholy than usual around this time, but this year I'd like to change that tendency. And to that end, I resolve to become less of a hermit and socialise a little bit more. I could use the practise anyway. And come December I hope to have company and people to visit and more !

Excuse me dear viewer, my blog posting may not be very sensible at the moment. I'm suffering from internet withdrawal ! Great, another addiction. That's all I need right now.

Have a good day.

Addendum @ 6.21pm....

....Well, it wasn't a bad day (primarily because the auditor finally left *phew*.) But damned it was a long one. In fact, it was a good but long day.

As you can see, my situation has become so unexciting now I'm reduced to writing about work. Well, could be worse right ?