Isn't it brilliant? I finish sorting through the new pictures I took last week. I resize them. I'm about to post them and what happens?
Photojerk is inaccessible. Looks like those pics will have to wait until next time. Maybe in the morning or something.
I'm actually thinking about buying a new camera. The one I have is fine, but I want one with faster autofocus and more settings. Maybe one with a manual mode, so I can play with shutter speeds and exposure and things like that.
So many things to buy. So little money. Lets see, right now I want:-
- New wheels for the car.
- New frets for the guitar. And new strings.
- New soundcard for the PC.
- New chair.
All that, plus the necessary expenses like gas, food, drink, DSL etc, means more money needed. I think I'll buy the chair and fix the guitar first. Do the cheap stuff first.
Today, I find myself feeling extremely jaded with my work. It is very possibly an artificial feeling, induced by fatigue, boredom or hormonal imbalance again.
But still, I'm feeling kind of jaded with my job. It feels extremely boring tonight.
I'll try to think positive, up thoughts and remind myself how hard it is to get a job around here these days. I'm going to think about how much I get paid, which is a decent enough amount.
Working in a large private company can feel terribly inpersonal sometimes, where it's more about the bottom line then it is about people. I'm just one guy among hundreds/thousands, working to make a few select individuals get even richer than they already are. Not that there's anything wrong with that. At least the environment is nice and political bullshit is at a minimum. At least I got that to be happy about.
I don't intend to stick around forever though. I'd like to eventually do something that makes an immediate difference in people's lives. Damn if I know what I really want to do. I want to do things on my own instead of working for someone else. Maybe one day?
Maybe I'm missing the contact that I used to have with customers when I worked my previous job? Maybe I want to do something that allows me to meet and talk to people.
Or maybe, I'm just thinking like this because I'm bored and it'll all go away later or in the morning.
The important thing about working is, I guess, the realization that what I do is necessary for me to be able to live properly. Sometimes it's necessary to do things that I don't like or don't feel like doing. My job's not the most noble thing but at least it pays the bills and allows me to have some fun.
Other than this rather bored feeling, everything is fine. The hours tick by and this will improve, probably.
Tonight is also one of those times when I feel like writing a long, long post, except that I'm not sure what I want to write about.
I'll try to remember to post those pictures in the morning.
Current Music - Playing Favorites (Acoustic) - The Starting Line, Punk Goes Acoustic