In a previous post I mentioned that offshore manpower demands have dried up and I was not likely to go off.
Well, The Fates like to play tricks on me. Apparently I am going. Tomorrow.
I received the call today. Someone is leaving and needed replacing.
I cannot even begin to describe the dread I was feeling. I'll admit it right here, from the beginning off the whole offshore thing last year I've had doubts about whether I can handle that kind of work. Actually that overwhelming dread started during the safety course. I have no idea why. I also imagined all kinds of nasty, antisocial types working in the offshore industry. I don't know where that idea came from either.
Well, that's just me. I've always had little confidence in trying new, more challenging things. The whole idea was to break that. And the money, obviously.
I feel much better now. I went out with a good friend just now and we talked. It makes things seem less frightening. Anyway, my brother is doing well and so is another friend. Why shouldn't I do just as well?
Well, we'll soon find out. My greatest wish now is for me to enjoy this new line of work and be as successful as I was in my previous job. And if I don't do well, so what? At least I tried.
There isn't much to worry about actually. It's just me being silly.
If I find myself liking it I will succeed in my plans to retire early provided I don't suddenly develop expensive, extravagant tastes.
Wish me luck folks.